I’m feeling a bit contemplative and drained tonight. I know I’m exhausted today because I just came from a day trip with my family but in general, something is bothering me. I imagined these past few weeks as fun and light because I should have crossed a major milestone then, but it feels nothing near to that. On top of this, I faced a couple of integrity issues which really tested my composure and understanding for people. I hate the feeling when people make you feel bad for doing good or what is right. Though subjective this may be, this is how I feel and I want to release.
I miss those days when I would get inspired to become an even better person who strives to grow her spiritual life. I know that this is part of the journey, all for the glory of God. These are the types of days which challenge me to be a good person.
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